Hello there. My name is to be announced.. Hmmm... let us see. Where to get started on. I'm twenty. I am single. Life gave me lemons and I made lemonade. This tastes like shit. I must have forgotten the sugar. Personaly i won't think im an excellent looking guy which means that I'm constantly astounded when women find me attractive. Should be my personality. I've many issues which i wish not that will list. I have no idea where I'm opting life. Its as though as a child I was given a paddle but never taught tips on how to swim. Once i fell in the boat into life's murky turbulent waters i struggled and also struggle still. I love to read. Almost constantly possess a book. I have an important odd distaste for those who are grisly heavy or height challenged. Must come from my father. I enjoy talking to people but great crippling insecurities along with overly shy personality keep me private and fearful from confrontation. What if i say the unsuitable thing. I've never approached or asked a woman out. Like a spider I wait for my prey into the future to m local dating e. I consider the world through glassy sight. Expecting the worst while dreaming about at least mediocrity. I love to text and write in general. My is full of thoughts poems and even possible book concepts. Things I've always desired to do. Have kids. Write a book. Watch a sunset. Watch a sunrise. Go into space. Sky dive. Pet the lion. Scubadive. Things I am afraid of. Life. Choices. Failure. Breaking bone fragments. Cavities. Confrontation. Petting the lion. Life is really short yet at times seems so longer. I don't fully understand when humans lost the connection we use to get with the globe. Probably around some time Europeans began most of the decent upon the rest of the world. But shit. They aren't the only real ones to attribute. You won't by chance see me out there praying to nature. Throwing away my car keys and additionally sixty dollar pajamas. Which makes me sad. But these views are rare and even quickly forgotten. I believe out loud. I'm deeply in love with myself when I'm not full of self loathing. I laugh in the big things on life. I haven't cried in almost six years. I wish I could go back in time and enjoy our childhood. want to have sex